I got rejected last night... I'm kind of bummed about it...
Okay, it wasn't a full on rejection. I got the whole "I've got a boyfriend," thing, but girls use that line so often you can never tell if they're actually telling the truth. Can we start a movement where women just outright say "I'm not interested, so stop flirting." That would, in all reality, be much more helpful. This girl was awesome, she was smart, funny, (I mean genuinely funny and entertaining) and mature... -ish. You can't really tell how mature someone is at a party, but it she said all the right things, and that counts for something, right?
Well, anyway, that kind of shit on my ego, along with most of the American women I've run into here. I don't really give too many shits about them, I'm just waiting on my pass to get out and see the much more attractive, and much, much more supportive local women of Honduras. The thing that's really bothering me is that the women that I find myself genuinely attracted to never share my interest. I realized a while ago that I just CANNOT do the whole young, immature girl thing anymore. The stupid questions, the stupid statements, and the stupid decisions have really lost their charm. Around every corner there's something stupid and unnecessary. The identity crises, the attempts at self validation through other's opinions, the fucking parental problems. I remember when I had parent problems. I was in high school. But it wasn't even in twelfth. I was in tenth grade when I had my last parental ANYTHING. That was SIX years ago. Why the fuck would I want, or need to hear that I have to miss out on something because you have a curfew, or your? I don't even...
... anyway That's where I am. I'm getting more and more convinced I'm going to end up one of those 40 year old creepy dudes hanging out at college bars until one day I see my daughter there and realize that it might be time to retire and die old and alone...
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