The Sock Diaries: 10/30/12

I started at a kickboxing gym recently. I don't think the instructor is certified in instructing, but he's built like the comic book version of... well every superhero. Also, he can fight. I've had the opportunity to release a lot of stress on the bag and a little in the ring. I still think about her when I'm alone. I wish things could have been different. I wish that I could have been able to make things make sense before it all crumbled. But for the most part. I've moved on to focusing on myself. My focus at work and at the gym has increased dramatically. My performance and motivation is up, and my masturbation count is down. I'm not sure if the two are related, but I know that either way, I feel better about myself now than ever before.